Annoyed!

At this moment, actually since morning, I got so annoyed with everything, esp my job. I was blamed for NOTHING for a TOTALLY NOT CLEAR instruction.

OMG~~~ I just felt like throwing everything on my desk and walked off. How I wish I have the courage for doing this. Arhggg

What to do? Need money and job to survive on.

Conclusion: Continue doing whatever non-sense, QUIETLY la... arrghhh... only arrrggghhh and sh*it sh*it inside la...

Friend is always the best...

I met Jean and Nick when me and Cass went for dumpling dinner before we head to clinic.

They were at the bridal shop which is just next to the dumpling shop, choosing the photos for their wedding photo albums. I spot them and went in to say hi. Nick told me that they would join us for dinner once they were finished.

They joined in when we were almost done with our dinner. So we stayed on for some chit chat session. It's been long time I didn't meet Jean. Suddenly Jean hugged me and told me that she knew that I have put down all my sore past. I told her yes and I have deleted J's photos from facebook. Nick was like blurry on what was going on with us. We told him this is women's secret. haha... sorry Nick... but bet you would now knew everything if you are reading my blog...

OHHH... Friend is always the best... though we don't meet everyday, we care each other. :=)

Muscle pain

Yesterday night Cass accompanied me to visit Doctor at Klinik Malaysia.

Doctor checked and tested quite a couple of test on my arm. At the end, doctor told me that my pain could be as simple as muscle pain though my arm is weak, definitely not like my aunty's tendon injury.

I was relieved instantly.

As for my aunty, she felt that her left arm is getting worse after gone thru consultations, and physiotherapies. She is considering to take the injection for instant recovery.

Happy for accidents?

Sometimes, actually all the time, I don't understand why some ppl could behave like this? Probably I'm the odd and weird one...

Someone that called herself very professional looking after babies as herself gave birth for 6 children and also being confinement wife for many new mummies, taught Jedd how to climb up to TABLE. This happened when we were all playing board game in the living hall and baby Jedd was crawling on the floor. Then, she let Jedd sit on the IKEA stool as if he was also playing with us. Then, taught him to climb up to table.....

One day, when I came back from dinner with friend, she told me Jedd already knows how to climb staircase, so we all gotta very careful and watch out for him. Later on, my uncle who was there all the time and saw the incident, told me that it was HER again that taught Jedd to climb staircase. OMG... teaching Jedd to get more prone to accidents?????

Another day, taught Jedd to play inside a pail. I think this is still acceptable for me. But somehow, after the first time, Jedd wanna climb or stand up when he saw the pail. Duang^^^^^

Also, same day when we were playing board game, she was watching TV program leisurely and kept shouting: "Jedd, fall down lo"... We were playing Ticket to Ride, excited and planning our route strategically. She was definitely 100% keeping her eyes on Jedd at that time. Jedd was climbing up his Bumbo seat. She saw by herself Jedd fell down but she didn't make any move of her butt from the sofa to save Jedd. OMG~~~~

So many incidents.. I should not actually complain anything becoz she is Jedd's GRANDMUM. But somehow, my uncle couldn't stand it and voiced it to me. Then, my friend Cass who always play board game with us, though she only came for couple of times, she felt the same too...

Not forgetting, she was happily complaining to my uncle that Jedd fell down as if blaming me and aunty for not looking after him. But I couldn't understand why she just couldn't save Jedd when thing happened?

Blurrrr~~~~

Where is ur sincerity????

I saw J online yesterday and I approached him by saying hi to him. Of course, he replied back and asked how am I. I replied him a very common answer : I'm fine... :P

Then I asked him where are my stuffs. He took time to think n asked me back which stuffs? OMG... he forgotten my jacket!!! at the end, he remembered that anyway. He apologize and said he has been meaning to send back the jacket...

To me, I don't feel any sincerity in him. Been MONTHSSSSSSS since our break. Been MONTHSSSSS he promised to send back. Then now only he told me that he would check with his reception if they could handle this.... Can you see the logic and his sincerity???? speechless to this guy...

Hey, if you are not intended to send back my stuffs, just tell me and dump them away. I'm ok with it. Else, stop promising me non-sense!

My son

Haha... this is so funny... my friendssssss... thought I had a baby boy...

They got this kind of thought becoz of my posted photos in Facebook. I actually wrote there that Jedd is my cousin. But somehow, they just neglected the word "cousin" and mindset themselves that Jedd is my SON.

Anyway, I don't mind to have such a cutie pie son... haha... He started calling me jie... haha...

Pain Pain

My right arm is having on and off severe pain as when I'm typing this post.

All these started with my aunty 1st. She has got weeks of painful left arm. Started with her thumb, then palm, then moed up to the arm. She couldn't even hold a cup properly. Finally, she consulted doctor and on physio now. Doctor diagnosed of overstretching of the thumb nerve and hence, the nerve is badly injured. My aunty couldn't take the ONLY type of antibiotic to cure the nerve injury as she is allergy to certain contain of the medicine. So, she could only heal by physio.

Then, now it's my turn to get into this 'tragedy'. Could feel the pain at the nerve of my thumb few days back. Then, moved to my palm. Now, my whole arm. I guess doctor would be advising me to take antibiotics and rest mt arm for a while. Yeah, my appointment is tonight 8am.

Btw, how to resist not to hug cute Baby Jedd????