MESS!!!~~~

When I got home today, I was like OMG!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~

My room : -
1... Hairs are everywhere in my room. Long and straight... Shit!
2... My bed is like just after BIG war! Pillows are everywhere messed up. Most important, my favourite pillows are high-jacked! SHIT!
3... Chargersssss are everywhere.... Shit!
4... My fan and air-con controls are not in their hangers. Was on computer table. Shit!
5... Pen drives, portable hard disk, cosmetic bag, sun glass are on my pc table... Shit!

My toilet : -
1... Toilet rolls are running out but no one replacing it. Shit!
2... Hairs are everywhere AGAIN... esp stucked at the drainage hole!!! Shit!
3... My hair conditioner bottle is not capped properly. Shit!
4... The 1st bottle shower gel is not finished yet and another new bottle is in use. Shit! The main reason is becoz no water added to the old bottle???? what kind of reason is this?
5... Mold is everywhere in basin and shower drainage hole... Shit!

I'm so real pissed off now... I consider myself as messy... now I realised someone else is even messed up than me... OH SHIT! How long more I need to tolerate this??????? How much more mess I need to clean up???? I want my peace!

Year 2009 Resolution

My Yr2009 Resolution : To get myself as optimistic as possible, as happy as possible, forget bout the PAST (if I could), living in a simple life...

Sound rather easy... but it's hard and tough to achieve... I know I can do it...

Saw some photos of J this am. Again, I'm emotional. Somehow, I'm bit lost control that I could feel the pain again. It's so painful. Remind me again all the painful life I have went thru. Arrrggghhh...

God, please help me to be strong. Please help and bless me with happy life, forgetting those unhappy one. Amen!

Busy 2009

As usual, I'm always busy...

Been occupied not only by loads of work, also by Baby Jedd. He is now almost 3 mths. Improving a lot in his social and moving ability. Getting more and more active now.

Also involved in helping up in the preparation of Simon's wedding. He and his wife would only coming back few days before their wedding. So, the rest of the preparation lie on his mum's hand. Simon was my primary schoolmate in Likas Chung Hwa school. Seem like there's still lots to do be4 the actual day. Gotta choose Juliana's wedding gown and dinner dress this Sat and next Sat need to confirm lots of bits n pieces with hotel for the wedding ceremony and banquet.

Also, preparing our TTSS S3Ai 10th Reunion. Yiin Wei, Phyllis and me lost our "energy" in the preparation as less and less ppl willing or able to attend it. Haiii... not too sure whether it could be held on time.

Uncle and aunty were discussing bout Simon's wedding banquet. They were thinking to intro those "single" ladies and gentlemen during the banquet to create more chances. Hmmm.... Dun really feel ok. I'm still scared of GUYS!!!!!!!!! Just wanna keep distance from GUYS!!!!!!!! Aunty SM was also saying to intro me to a guy (teacher). Argh... I hate GUYS!!!!!!! Thanks for the great job done by JJJJJJ!!!!!... How I wish I could forget him totally. He is too cruel to me. NO wishes at all for my birthday, Christmas and also New Year. Is it so easy to forget whatever that we have gone thru the past 3 years?

Wish myself all the best in this Yr2009.