Online Photo Printing

Out of my surprise to find out that we could actually print our photos online, as simple as just upload and pay, then the photos will be deliver to us by mail.

Another suprise is... only RM0.30 for 4R and RM0.50 for 5R. So cheap. Also, we could save on traveling time and petrol and parking fees too. Save on so much fuss.

Also, free delivery for orders above RM35.00. OMG~~~ I need to dig out all my photos and get a hard copy printed.

I wanna order my photos from EOE Online now too... :p

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

I'm in Love with this song.... so nice....



Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone

Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, oooo, oh
Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone...'

Cannot tolerate anymore...

MAID.... I cannot tolerate her anymore...

U r driving me mad and crazy... luckily I'm not your BOSS, else I will goreng you kao kao oh...

One day only cook one meal for 3 persons also ngi ngi ngam ngam... Used to cook this everyday, used to cook 2 meals everyday, sometimes cook more than 5 persons food also ok. Now, ONE meal also shows us your DAMN SOUR face.

FINE! Today only steam "guo chong and lap chong" also show us your sour face. Finally, you make your butt move to steam the guo chong after I remind you it's oledi 12pm. but, the lap chong le??? LATER wa. HUH? All are steaming job and you still want to steam at DIFFERENT TIME???? Can't you save GAS???? Last Last, I'm the one doing it.

FINE! Everyday also need to remind you to cook. How come I don't need to remind you to EAT le?????

I'm damn pissed off now.

Mad or just too free?

There is an unusual incident happened yesterday night.

I received a sms from C that "" kept asking her my stuffs (my birthday and also my resort membership) in front of many people that I'm not close to at all during a meeting held at her shop. This made everyone stared at C and she didn't feel comfortable at all. She felt that "" got the intention to tell and inform everyone that she is close to me.

None of us understand why was "" behaving in this manner.

I own a WEDDING GOWN???

YES. As though I was dreaming, I own a wedding gown officially since yesterday night.

It was belonged to my friend's sister. She only wore it once (of course won't be second time la... :P) on her wedding day on 1st May. Now, she has moved to HK but it's so difficult for her to bring along. So, she left behind and her mum passed it on to me...

My mum is getting it a nice dry cleaning wash. Will post some photos up once it's cleaned. :)

P/S: I need to admit that I'm rather excited to own one. However, still long to go before my BIG day. Hope this day would come. Rather late than nothing right? ;P

Presenties for 8-months-old Jedd

Bought online from BBStore some babies stuffs for Jedd. Bought them last Sunday and only received it yesterday.

BB Store has some good deals on as they are having sales on most stuffs.

So have a look on this website. The freight charges also quite reasonable too. From KL to KK, it's only RM5.50 by normal parcel service, which BBStore is charging me actual freight cost, instead of charging me extra on it. So, I'm quite happy with their service, also the goods.

I have bought a total of 4 items : -
(1) Tommee Tippee: Rob and Go Bib













(2) Tommee Tippee-Travel Cutlery Set














(3) Muchkin: Fresh Food Feeder














(4) Safety 1st: Socket Cover Inserts (6pc pack)

Papa and Mama

I was so thrilled when Jedd started with some tune like "Jie Jie" as if he was calling me. And, I just took it as he was calling me so that I felt happier. haha... self-comforting...

2 days ago, Jedd started to call Ba Ba... obviously, he is calling his dad. And yesterday, he started off with mum mum mum... we also take it as calling his mum as at that time he just taken his milk so he couldn't be asking for food.

He is such a sweet and cute boy!!!~~

Annoyed!

At this moment, actually since morning, I got so annoyed with everything, esp my job. I was blamed for NOTHING for a TOTALLY NOT CLEAR instruction.

OMG~~~ I just felt like throwing everything on my desk and walked off. How I wish I have the courage for doing this. Arhggg

What to do? Need money and job to survive on.

Conclusion: Continue doing whatever non-sense, QUIETLY la... arrghhh... only arrrggghhh and sh*it sh*it inside la...

Friend is always the best...

I met Jean and Nick when me and Cass went for dumpling dinner before we head to clinic.

They were at the bridal shop which is just next to the dumpling shop, choosing the photos for their wedding photo albums. I spot them and went in to say hi. Nick told me that they would join us for dinner once they were finished.

They joined in when we were almost done with our dinner. So we stayed on for some chit chat session. It's been long time I didn't meet Jean. Suddenly Jean hugged me and told me that she knew that I have put down all my sore past. I told her yes and I have deleted J's photos from facebook. Nick was like blurry on what was going on with us. We told him this is women's secret. haha... sorry Nick... but bet you would now knew everything if you are reading my blog...

OHHH... Friend is always the best... though we don't meet everyday, we care each other. :=)

Muscle pain

Yesterday night Cass accompanied me to visit Doctor at Klinik Malaysia.

Doctor checked and tested quite a couple of test on my arm. At the end, doctor told me that my pain could be as simple as muscle pain though my arm is weak, definitely not like my aunty's tendon injury.

I was relieved instantly.

As for my aunty, she felt that her left arm is getting worse after gone thru consultations, and physiotherapies. She is considering to take the injection for instant recovery.

Happy for accidents?

Sometimes, actually all the time, I don't understand why some ppl could behave like this? Probably I'm the odd and weird one...

Someone that called herself very professional looking after babies as herself gave birth for 6 children and also being confinement wife for many new mummies, taught Jedd how to climb up to TABLE. This happened when we were all playing board game in the living hall and baby Jedd was crawling on the floor. Then, she let Jedd sit on the IKEA stool as if he was also playing with us. Then, taught him to climb up to table.....

One day, when I came back from dinner with friend, she told me Jedd already knows how to climb staircase, so we all gotta very careful and watch out for him. Later on, my uncle who was there all the time and saw the incident, told me that it was HER again that taught Jedd to climb staircase. OMG... teaching Jedd to get more prone to accidents?????

Another day, taught Jedd to play inside a pail. I think this is still acceptable for me. But somehow, after the first time, Jedd wanna climb or stand up when he saw the pail. Duang^^^^^

Also, same day when we were playing board game, she was watching TV program leisurely and kept shouting: "Jedd, fall down lo"... We were playing Ticket to Ride, excited and planning our route strategically. She was definitely 100% keeping her eyes on Jedd at that time. Jedd was climbing up his Bumbo seat. She saw by herself Jedd fell down but she didn't make any move of her butt from the sofa to save Jedd. OMG~~~~

So many incidents.. I should not actually complain anything becoz she is Jedd's GRANDMUM. But somehow, my uncle couldn't stand it and voiced it to me. Then, my friend Cass who always play board game with us, though she only came for couple of times, she felt the same too...

Not forgetting, she was happily complaining to my uncle that Jedd fell down as if blaming me and aunty for not looking after him. But I couldn't understand why she just couldn't save Jedd when thing happened?

Blurrrr~~~~

Where is ur sincerity????

I saw J online yesterday and I approached him by saying hi to him. Of course, he replied back and asked how am I. I replied him a very common answer : I'm fine... :P

Then I asked him where are my stuffs. He took time to think n asked me back which stuffs? OMG... he forgotten my jacket!!! at the end, he remembered that anyway. He apologize and said he has been meaning to send back the jacket...

To me, I don't feel any sincerity in him. Been MONTHSSSSSSS since our break. Been MONTHSSSSS he promised to send back. Then now only he told me that he would check with his reception if they could handle this.... Can you see the logic and his sincerity???? speechless to this guy...

Hey, if you are not intended to send back my stuffs, just tell me and dump them away. I'm ok with it. Else, stop promising me non-sense!

My son

Haha... this is so funny... my friendssssss... thought I had a baby boy...

They got this kind of thought becoz of my posted photos in Facebook. I actually wrote there that Jedd is my cousin. But somehow, they just neglected the word "cousin" and mindset themselves that Jedd is my SON.

Anyway, I don't mind to have such a cutie pie son... haha... He started calling me jie... haha...

Pain Pain

My right arm is having on and off severe pain as when I'm typing this post.

All these started with my aunty 1st. She has got weeks of painful left arm. Started with her thumb, then palm, then moed up to the arm. She couldn't even hold a cup properly. Finally, she consulted doctor and on physio now. Doctor diagnosed of overstretching of the thumb nerve and hence, the nerve is badly injured. My aunty couldn't take the ONLY type of antibiotic to cure the nerve injury as she is allergy to certain contain of the medicine. So, she could only heal by physio.

Then, now it's my turn to get into this 'tragedy'. Could feel the pain at the nerve of my thumb few days back. Then, moved to my palm. Now, my whole arm. I guess doctor would be advising me to take antibiotics and rest mt arm for a while. Yeah, my appointment is tonight 8am.

Btw, how to resist not to hug cute Baby Jedd????

Back...

Yeah... I have been MIA for quite some time in my blog.

Been having tough time to re-adjusting myself back to my own life. I have to say that I did it. Thanks God for being with me all the time. I did it! I have removed all 'our' photos in facebook. Only left mine and lotsa of Baby Jedd's photo. haha... Have packed 'rubbish' into boxes...

Though I still do think of 'him' sometimes. I'm taking things easy now after a tough hard work of MONTHS. :=)

I can feel so much 'sunshine' on me now...

:=)

Valentine's Day

Today is Chinese Valentine's Day and this Saturday will be the western Valentine's Day.

I will be celebrating them alone this year. Was looking at lotsa of photos taken for the past few yrs. It was like a dream to me. Sigh...

All the best to myself!

Saturday 7-Feb-09

Congratulations to Simon and Juliana!!~~~ They were having their BIG special day on this date at Tanjung Aru Beach Resort & Spa.

Their solemnization ceremony started at 4.30pm. So, me and Aunty SM went for our hair wash in the early am as early as 8.45am. To my surprise, saloon was already packed with aunties... hehe... no choice la... everyone also wanna stay pretty all the time... :P to my surprise again, Aunty SM actually also got her hair dyed and also done her manicure and pedicure.

Next, I went for a make-up session at Shiseido counter. The lady Cherry was so kind and nice to do me a free make-up. Prob becoz I have had bought quite a bit of cosmestic from her. The make-up was really wonderful and I looked rather different. (though "someone" commented on my make-up to be rather too dark, when everyone said nice and pretty???)

I waited for my aunty Jen to come back as we need to rush to hotel for hotel check-in and arranging bits and pieces for the solemnization ceremony + dinner banquet. The newly-wed couple only back from Australia on 2-Feb, so we were basically doing wedding arrangement for them.

Was bit late when we arrived at hotel as Aunty Jen brought Aunty L to get her make-up done. Immediately I went for check-in while Aunty J was arranging bits and pieces at the hall for solemnization ceremony. Rush and rush... everything was so perfect. Pas Dorothy also came to help.

Finally, guests arrived where the bride was already waiting for more than half an hr at the lobby, and the ceremony started. We next checked out the dinner banquet hall. Thing were done perfectly too. The refreshment for guest during tea reception was there on time too.

Though busy, we enjoyed the whole session too... in fact, I'm very happy for Simon and Juliana. They have finally settled down and found their loved one.

The dinner banquet went on very smoothly too. In fact, the groom has sang a song for the bride. She didn't know about it. It was a very romantic yet touching moment. Another touching moment, the bride and groom were both crying on the stage while giving their thank-you speech to the guests. The bride took the chance to thank his parents for every penny they spent on the wedding, of course their effort and love to them.

Yeah, it was so touching. I was being thanked too... my name was mentioned... :P I was actually quite envy of them. They have had found their loved one while I'm still looking for one. I was bit dreaming in the dinner. Caught back some hidden memories that we used to have at the resort. It was difficult to me. We used to walk at the beach front, had our 2yr anniversary at Peppino, had our 1st Valentine's Day walk and singing to each other there etc etc... just too much memories. I was still "suffering" from those memories yesterday at home... sighhh...

The couple took photos with some relatives after the guests have left. Then, we all proceed to their SUITE... it was so beautifully and romantically decorated. We let Baby Jedd played on their big bed, of course, he got angpows for doing so. We all unmarried one, again, made noise for angpows. The couple were distributing angpows to us, while the parents were busy packing angpows for them to "fulfill" our "request".

The Heng Dais were getting "hot", asking the groom to take off the bride's shirt. The bride's father immediately went in and stopped further "hot stunk" from going on. hehe... we all went home and only slept around 1am.

We all had panda eyes and so sleepy when we attended the Sunday morning prayer at church. :P

Congratulations again to the newly-wed couple, Simon and Juliana!!!~~~ All the best in your new chapter of life.

MESS!!!~~~

When I got home today, I was like OMG!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~

My room : -
1... Hairs are everywhere in my room. Long and straight... Shit!
2... My bed is like just after BIG war! Pillows are everywhere messed up. Most important, my favourite pillows are high-jacked! SHIT!
3... Chargersssss are everywhere.... Shit!
4... My fan and air-con controls are not in their hangers. Was on computer table. Shit!
5... Pen drives, portable hard disk, cosmetic bag, sun glass are on my pc table... Shit!

My toilet : -
1... Toilet rolls are running out but no one replacing it. Shit!
2... Hairs are everywhere AGAIN... esp stucked at the drainage hole!!! Shit!
3... My hair conditioner bottle is not capped properly. Shit!
4... The 1st bottle shower gel is not finished yet and another new bottle is in use. Shit! The main reason is becoz no water added to the old bottle???? what kind of reason is this?
5... Mold is everywhere in basin and shower drainage hole... Shit!

I'm so real pissed off now... I consider myself as messy... now I realised someone else is even messed up than me... OH SHIT! How long more I need to tolerate this??????? How much more mess I need to clean up???? I want my peace!

Year 2009 Resolution

My Yr2009 Resolution : To get myself as optimistic as possible, as happy as possible, forget bout the PAST (if I could), living in a simple life...

Sound rather easy... but it's hard and tough to achieve... I know I can do it...

Saw some photos of J this am. Again, I'm emotional. Somehow, I'm bit lost control that I could feel the pain again. It's so painful. Remind me again all the painful life I have went thru. Arrrggghhh...

God, please help me to be strong. Please help and bless me with happy life, forgetting those unhappy one. Amen!

Busy 2009

As usual, I'm always busy...

Been occupied not only by loads of work, also by Baby Jedd. He is now almost 3 mths. Improving a lot in his social and moving ability. Getting more and more active now.

Also involved in helping up in the preparation of Simon's wedding. He and his wife would only coming back few days before their wedding. So, the rest of the preparation lie on his mum's hand. Simon was my primary schoolmate in Likas Chung Hwa school. Seem like there's still lots to do be4 the actual day. Gotta choose Juliana's wedding gown and dinner dress this Sat and next Sat need to confirm lots of bits n pieces with hotel for the wedding ceremony and banquet.

Also, preparing our TTSS S3Ai 10th Reunion. Yiin Wei, Phyllis and me lost our "energy" in the preparation as less and less ppl willing or able to attend it. Haiii... not too sure whether it could be held on time.

Uncle and aunty were discussing bout Simon's wedding banquet. They were thinking to intro those "single" ladies and gentlemen during the banquet to create more chances. Hmmm.... Dun really feel ok. I'm still scared of GUYS!!!!!!!!! Just wanna keep distance from GUYS!!!!!!!! Aunty SM was also saying to intro me to a guy (teacher). Argh... I hate GUYS!!!!!!! Thanks for the great job done by JJJJJJ!!!!!... How I wish I could forget him totally. He is too cruel to me. NO wishes at all for my birthday, Christmas and also New Year. Is it so easy to forget whatever that we have gone thru the past 3 years?

Wish myself all the best in this Yr2009.